Emotions are all over the place and things are really starting to sink in! This time next week, the kids will have finished school and nursery, everything will be packed, and we will be resting up ready for removal day!
Saw my friend Marina today for a milkshake and chat..... was really nice to see her before we go, and will miss her loads! Cue feeling more and more emotional as the days go on! Saying bye to a friend yesterday, another today, and my bestest friend round tomorrow night for a chinese meal, its all a bit too much!!!
I just need to keep focused on the bigger picture, yes leaving is going to hurt like hell, but the happiness to be gained once I am there and unpacked will no doubt fade the sadness.... its just geography at the end of the day!
I have had a banging headache all day, and I think that is down to tiredness more than anything. I had a bad night last night, but refused to get up and come down to the laptop as I think I would have been up all night then, instead of dozing on and off!
Have just booked an online delivery of groceries for the day we move into the house, as we intend on using or chucking most of what we have here at the moment! At least that way we are up and running in the food department while everything else gets sorted!
However much I love my children, I can't wait for them to be in bed tonight. I am EXHAUSTED and they have done nothing but play me up today..... I appreciate I'm not feeling wonderful, but I had hoped for a more chilled out end to the week - instead I have tired cranky horrors!
Tonight I plan to eat, relax and sleep, so I doubt I will update again today...... the weekend is now upon us, and will involve sorting out a lot of the house and working out what we need to live this week and packing the rest of it! Dad is away tomorrow so will catch up with him on sunday.... and then we are into our final week..... ITS THE FINAL COUNTDOWN!!!!
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